A hint of wist and sleep.
03.01.31
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Music o' the Entry: "feel", Final Fantasy X Tidus/Yuna Tribute Album
Holy monkey I'm sleepy. Not exactly sure why I'm writing, it won't be for long, given I have to wake up in about 6 hours and 50 minutes, greeting the morn with frantic scholarship form filling-out funstuff, a math test which I adamantly refuse to fail, the immeasurable never-ending joy of the dishroom where I have escaped the shackles of the Janitor of Eternity, and a visit to the doctor, now that there's a new theory on why I get sick everytime I eat anything. One would be quick to blame it on my ulcer, given it's a foul and evil little thing, except there's an issue-ulcers feel BETTER when you eat. So a theory that hasn't been looked into is that it's my gallbladder, which my doctor previously hadn't considered given my age...however, it seems to fit and my mother had hers removed at a young age, so I hope it IS that, because I could have it yanked out and move on with my life without being SICK EVERYTHING SINGLE FREAKING DAY. YAAAARG.
Kinda sad, the other day I came up with the brilliant idea of running off to Japan this summer. I could financially handle it, although my money would be more than likely thoroughly drained following...I always do things like that, get my hopes up needlessly and it always makes me sad. Perhaps my pessism is artificial? It's easier, regardless...I don't know, I'm stressed, I live in a shithole of a town, and Japan is so much more attractive. Yes, I know I'll be living there in a mere 18 months...but I don't want to stay here. Still, one digs their own bed...must save money for future, must save money for future laptop to drag to Japan. Still, it just feels like the right thing to do somehow, although I always have the deal with the inevitable feeling of being physically deattached from an environment...ha, if only visiting Sulphur was easier, I need out of the North and this climate. But it might be, we'll see...ah well, it's nap time for me, got lots of stuff to do tomorrow, doubt if I can write this weekend but I'll bloody well try (my Internet has exploded). Good night all.
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